You ask me why Cruel in my Nick-name being so nice in my dealings with you, and today I will try to clarify this doubt.
I am physically and emotionally sadistic (in fact, is one of my most salient features), I enjoy the suffering of those who belong to me, who surrender their pain as a sacrifice to serve me. But this is not extensible to the rest of humanity.
I’m Cruel in many different ways, but I am when I have the power to be so and, of course, with those who enjoy pleasing me the way I want, and not all my properties inspire me the same level of sadism.
FemDom doesn’t mean retaliation, hatred or punishment. FemDom is a way of being, to express and live what I feel, to be honest both with myself and with the rest of the world.
But Cruel is not synonymous with brainless or deranged woman. I can impart a tremendous cruelty with a big smile while knowing how far I can go even forcing limits or extreme practices, still possess a ruthless selfishness, not losing sight of the real world and the consequences of each action I perform.
For me it’s sublime to cause feelings of vulnerability, fear, weakness, uncertainty … ie, break the pride and subdue the ego, to feel the emotional need (and physic) of me, to take a mind to hell to bring it back again at my feet.
I confess there are expressions of panic that cause me tenderness and others that excite me incredibly.
I’m a Cruel Lady playing what she wants with those that lend themselves to my whims and live by my rules, whom I can make mourn and yet love intensely, a woman with a balanced duality, Cruel and Lady , wicked and amorous, authoritarian and playful